Let me speak the telling
of Don Florentino... |
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I met Don Florentino in the summer of 1993, when I went to Zacatecas, Mexico, to visit my
in-laws with my wife. |
They belong to an Indian tribe whose name no one remembers. They
live in a small town called Zusticacoya, which means "among mountains." It is a
town buried among rocky hills, filled with granite quarrythe "stone of the
ages". |
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People are direct, cautious, and polite. A fully catholic town, who still remembers
"one woman who became a Jehovah Witness when she traveled to the north but came back
to the Church because no one listened to her," gives the impression of
predictability; a devout Catholic town who knows nothing but their colonial traditions.
Zusticacoya: arid land in the middle of a desert; a granite rock unchanged in its views
and customs. |
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Even the outflow of young men and women traveling to "The North" left the town
relatively untouched. Sure, more money poured in and every August dozens of families would
come back with trucks of the year and children who spoke English and preferred burgers and
fries to homemade food. Even the influence from the North do not seem to change the basic
outlook in life, death, and the sense that things are one way and there is no use even
talking about it. |
It was the second time I visited. I was getting ready for bed, settling
down to read some James Ellroy novel when my wife, Maria, came into the room with her
younger sister. They were nervous. Smell of fear, and their faces seemed like they had
just awoken from a nightmare; or like something that had been hidden for a long time had
just been reported missing. |
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"Atena has been receiving threatening letters",
announced my wife. The letters had appeared next to her bedroom door, they threatened her
and her family if she did not exactly as told. She was supposed to seduce her first
cousin, a much younger boy, "innocent and kind" they both agreed. The letter
also mentioned strange happenings around the house which "proved the power" the
writer had. There have been sounds of a horse next to the window of her bedroom, writings
on the floor, notes appearing inside pots, and strange noises like animals inside the
wall. |
I new I needed help when the writer declares in one of his letters that he "lives in
the center of the Earth, in the land of Unending Fire." I wasnt familiar with
the sorcerers in this part. From the signs left and the hints I could tell they were
intended as a message to inspire fear, but I didnt know how to connect the dots.
Even if I could find out who wrote the threats, I wouldnt know neither what intent
nor what power was behind them. |
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I tracked Don Florentino through the art of stalking. Every shadow has a light, just like
every super-hero has a villain. They define each other. A dark magick society must have in
its very territory a shining light, even if it is a single straw standing against the
storm. I went to the hills to the West, looking for the sacred plant that would allow me
to contact the power spirits of the region. I was hoping to find a connection with the
light which would allow me to track the magician who could help me.
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I followed the flight of the Eagle, a direction with no path; flying
in the silence of space, parting the air as pure awareness in a thoughtless mind. It
flew to the East, hovering over a patch of the sacred smoke plant. I sat there. Wait. Sat
for hours past sunset. After boredom and thirst and hunger, after hopelessness and the
conviction of being nothing but a silly amateur, a lantern appears dancing over the hill.
No way of judging distance. Is that an animal? The eyes of a horse reflecting the full
moon? A fire? A lantern as I originally hoped? |
"DON FLORENTINO" I yelled and yelled many times. The light begun to move again.
I turned on my lantern to tell whoever was there that I wanted to be seen. I thought it
impolite to hide. After half an hour or so, a group of five men came closer. They moved
cautiously, towards me but not looking at me. I stood up and they stopped. Do you know Don
Florentino? I asked. Who wants to know? This was the youngest of the party, rifle in hand
but not pointing it. The second he speaks, the oldest and smallest of them turns to the
side while cupping his cigarette, hiding it from view. |
At that moment, and I only realized this later, I could only see four men. The Indian,
smoke in hand, disappears from my consciousness even as I look at him. |
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I tell the four I can see that Im here because brother Eagle has brought me here, at
the feet of the Guardian, the patch of sacred plants. The small, wiry Indian with the
cigarette under his bushy moustache turns to me and grasped my hand. Mucho gusto, es un
honor. |
We talked under the full moon. Sitting on a rock; still warmed by the desert sun. The
stories we shared, told in half sentences and symbols and gestures! We shared the sacred
smoke.The things I learned! Connections were made. Old arrangements remembered. Tribal
pacts respected. I left. |
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Walking under the moon, I cried
and the body shook, convulsing under the
weight of energies not usually held by my body. My whole system collapsed under the weight
of awareness: that I had been in the presence of a different kind of man, a rock, and
eagle, a guardian of sacred land. |
I had seen a man. |